Monday, November 30, 2015

Monday November 30, 2015 Gera, Germany

Well this has been one of the longest weeks of my life! I don't think I've gone to bed on time one night this week! But it was really fun! I even got to celebrate Thanksgiving just a little bit:)

Montag: The Sister Training Leaders drove from Freiberg here and got here at about 10:30 pm. It's really fun to have sisters over! They are like the only friends that we can have contact with. Plus as a missionary you are all automatically friends and that makes it fun! 

Dienstag: Sister Bills left to Freiberg and Sister Henrie stayed with me. She is awesome! So excited about life and was really fun to work with! We taught Frau Dhillion and Frau Dhillion just asked us relationship advice the whole time. She loved Sister Henrie and wants to go to the temple to visit her! Then, we went to the Relief Society activity. There were actually 3 non-members there so that was cool! We then went to pick up the Hohenstein Sisters and brought them back to our apartment. Sister Sibley and Daniels are awesome and we may or may not have stayed up WAY too late talking. Also, we have a keyboard and an accordion in our apartment and so we also had some fun with those:)

Mittwoch: We got up early and I drove everyone to Berlin for Zone Conference! We made it just fine and I'm grateful for prayer ;) ZO-CO was really good! We got to see the new Church Christmas initiative and it's SO good! Watch it if you haven't! I love Christmastime because the Germans are actually kind of excited to talk about Christmas and their traditions! We got 750 cards for each companionship and our goal is to hand out 25 each day and have them all gone by Christmas! It will be good!:) We had a really good lunch and it was fun to see missionaries that I haven't seen in a while! I've watched people get transferred from the West to the East and the other way around. When missionaries see me they ask where I am... I say Gera and they say one of two things 1-Where is that? (because it’s a new part to our mission) or... 2- haven't you been there for a long time? Why yes...yes I have! But I love it so it's great! We drove back and that was like the longest drive ever. 

Donnerstag: We met with Frau Dhillion again! She wanted to cook for us!:) Then we went by Sch. Reimann and Bruder Serfling. Then we went to Institute. The missionary couple there wanted us to come because she was making a real American Thanksgiving dinner:) So we dragged Lucy along and went! It was wonderful and we even went around the table and said what we were thankful for! 

Freitag: We went to Sch. Dörlitz and she had REALLY good food this time! Raw sauerkraut and potatoes and eggs. Sounds gross, but it was SO good! Then we did some weekly planning and went to the Meckel’s! They were doing well and we did an activity about prophets from the Liahona. Then...we went to the Krause's house! They invited us over and made steaks especially for me! Because I guess I talk about meat (as in Beef) a lot! To say the least they had WAY too much food and we had already been at Sch. Dörlitz's house! But I ate a lot and it was really good! Oh! And this day we called someone who had sent me an email. He had found my email on my blog and had had contact with sisters 3 years ago and was wanting to get back in contact with them but didn't know how! He lives in Germany around the Halle area! So that was kind of cool! 

Samstag: We helped Sch. Riemann move and I’ve never seen a nastier apartment in my life! 25 years and they had never moved ANYTHING to clean behind it. Fridge, stove, couch, nothing. Keep your houses clean people! Also, Lucy got most everything moved into her new apartment too! Wahoo!! Then, we taught the Meckel’s laws of the land by playing red light green light! Fun! 

Sontag: was really stressful! The Meckel kids came they weren't really reverent, I feel like their mom at church, we had to teach the law of chastity, and Nele had a baptismal interview! Her baptism should be on the 6 or the 12th! Pray for this family and for my patience :) 

Heute: we helped Lucy finish up cleaning her old apartment and are now going to go over and talk to the Meckel’s!! 

Transfer calls are on Sat. and I'm nervous that I am going to be transferred right before Christmas! It would be really sad, but I know that Heavenly Father will send me where I need to go! I love you all so much and hope that you have a good warm week! :) 

Alles Liebe, Sister St. John

 Tausch with Sister Henrie. At lunch with Lucy. No, those are not burritos. They are darums. Kind of like a doner.
 Zone conference! Look who came back over to the East. Elder Silver!
 Lucy's new apartment!
 We bought quarkballchen at the Christmas market! (More on them later!)
Christmas Market from our window!


Monday, November 23, 2015

Monday November 23, 2015 Gera, Germany

Well well well... another week come and gone! 

I've only got like a half an hour and I can't really remember the day to day things...but I will try to put some highlights and random facts of this week in here. 

Dienstag: Did service for Brüder Krause. He's fixing up a house and it's almost done, so we went around and cleaned. Then...we got to finish a wood floor. It smelled and looks beautiful! The new house smell...wonderful! Then, Gemeinde Abend. We had it at Toni's house. Toni is a returned missionary! She served in Ukraine and is one of my favorite people here! We go shopping with her on Mondays sometimes. But this night was fun! She made us good food and told us stories about her mission. 

Mittwoch: Distrikt meeting! We did a pretty cool theme about having a good attitude. We actually used an object lesson that Sister Medley and I thought of but then never got to use. (Sis. M - It's the sponge and the rock one:) Then, we visited Bruder Serfling, a less active that’s only less active because he's old and can’t come. He was so cute and so excited that we came! We read 3 Nephi 11 together and he wants us to bring a Book of Mormon in English next time. While we were there Sister Seare called us. In our mission our president has wanted every missionary to be trained in how to use Family Search and ancestory.com. So Sister Seare is in charge of that. Sister Bills was her companion for 4 transfers. They had traveled a lot and been teaching missionaries how to do it. Sister Seare was supposed to come on Thursday. She called and said it wouldn't work out and asked if Sister Bills could teach the lessons. We talked about it a lot. It would mean that we would lose a day in our area and have to drop an appointment. However, we felt really really right about it. SO...we agreed.

Donnerstag: We got up and went to Zwickau. Since I had never done family history before (like actually finding people, etc) Sister Bills did a crash course with me for like 30 mins. To say the least I had little faith that we would actually find someone new. However...we found 2 new names!! What?! Crazy!! So, then I knew how to do it...kind of. And the first class of missionaries came. We were teaching about 6 missionaries at a time and did 3, 2 hour lessons!  And it was SO cool to see! Almost everyone found at least one name! Did you know...that we should never say that our family history is all the way done? Do you know why?! Cause we are all ONE BIG FAMILY and we have ONE BIG FAMILY TREE!! So...saying that your family history is done is saying that everyone’s family history is done! There is still work to do!:) This day was probably one of my favorite days on my mission! The Spirit was so strong all day! From excited missionaries finding names, to a confirming feeling of "yes, this is the right person" while looking at a record from Ancestry.com. One day...we will die. And one day, we will see our ancestors. Just imagine...if you already know who they were, what they did in life, how they lived, and already have a love for them. How much sweeter will that reunion be? 

Freitag: We helped Sch. Dörlitz shred some wood in the rain. It was freezing! Then, we went by on Sch. Dörlitz's Son's wife and daughter. We had made cookies for them. They aren't members, but she came to church and we are trying to build a better friendship. Then... volleyball. Not going to lie...it's one of my favorite times of the week! It's the BEST stress reliever ever!! I love it! And it’s good to get to know the ward better! 

Samstag: We painted Lucy’s old apartment to be white again. Gosh I love that girl! And gosh am I excited for next Saturday when she moves out:) PS. I forever ruined my only pair of jeans that I brought on my mission. They now have white paint all over the butt of them....:( Sacrifices.... Na, it's alright though! We also finished our weekly planning this day! We were busy on Friday! 

Sonntag: Ward Confrence! Ward Lunch! Very good! Very fun!! Then...we came home and met with the Meckels!!! YES!! And guess what?! Nele and Fynnlay are now officially on Baptismal date for the 6th of December!! Pray that it goes through. I hope that we will be able to meet with them often enough for them to make it this time!! Those kids need the blessings! 

Well snow is officially here. I broke out the big winter coat today. Christmas is all over in the malls and there is a 19 meter high Christmas tree outside of our apartment! Christmas markt is up and will be open next weekend!! I'm SO excited!! We have Zone Conference where we will get cards with the church’s Christmas website and then...we can go CHRISTMAS FINDING!!! 

I hope that Thanksgiving is good for you!! Have fun in Vegas! Tell everyone that I miss them and love them!! I am very thankful for my mission and that Heavenly father wanted me here! I love you all so much!! 

Liebe Grüße, Sister St. John

 The distrikt!
A bridge coming back from Berlin

 The wood floors we helped finish this week for service. Beautiful!
 Our personal Christmas tree being raised outside our apartment window!
Sister Bills & Me!
Christmas tree! We're speaking German. I basically talk about how the tree is 19 meters high. That we are excited. That I'm only 1.5 meters high, etc.

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

Monday November 16, 2015 Gera, Germany

Hallo!! I'm glad to hear that everyone had a good week! Riv went to the temple, Hadlie had fun at Studio C, Colt...did homework, but he goes on a trip this week! SO fun! I don't have much time today, but I'll do a quick update. 

Montag: Met with Lucy and then made a plan for our activity that we are planning with the activity days age girls in the ward! 

Dienstag: We had Frau Dhillion. She was this time a little less excited about the family history thing. And she didn't write the dates down. If she doesn't do it next week then we will do it with her. She was SO excited last week! Then, we taught little Fynnlay! He is awesome and understands all of the basics. We reviewed the word of wisdom and he said "yeah, I remember all the bad things about it but there has to be good things too! What are the good things that we are supposed to do? I think you forgot to teach those to me good." Haha! Yes, indeed we forgot to teach them the good things about the word of wisdom. Next time:) Then we had Gemeinde Abend at Schw. Kretchemar’s and we read the Book of Mormon. Then, Gemi-Co. Bruder Krause is great and very willing to help us! 

Mittwoch: Distrikt meeting. Distrikt lunch. We cooked pizza at the church! The zone leaders where there so that’s always fun! Then, we went by on Schwester Schwabe. She is active, and her husband was a member, but is not anymore. We stopped by with some flowers and she let us right in! We had a great talk, and a great spiritual thought. Bruder Schwabe cried. We are hoping to meet with them again soon. That would be awesome for them to come to church together! Then, we met with Sch. Dörlitz. At Stake Conference she fell down some stairs and she hurt her back and ribs pretty bad. She really wants to keep doing everything herself. But I said we were coming over on Friday to help her in her back yard with her wood. She was going to shred wood by herself. Independent women! Gosh! 

Donnerstag: Went to Meerena and dropped off a few cards by members. Getting to Meerena is crazy and all the roads are closed. So we wasted kind of a lot of time trying to drop the car off to the elders in Werdau. But, we made it back in time to help Sch. Dörlitz in her back yard! That was great! 

Freitag: We got a text in our comp study telling us that we were having a mission conference call. That means there's something big and exciting, or that we are all in a lot of trouble. Luckily for us it was big and exciting this time! President told us that M. Russell Ballard was coming to Berlin on Sunday and that Pres. decided to invite ALL of the missionaries!! WHAT?! So...we had to take some time and plan for our weekend. The zone leaders called to tell us that we should drive the car and take the other sisters with us. WHAT?! Me...driving in Berlin?! Gosh! So I also mentally prepared myself for that. We did some weekly planning and met with Lucy. And then...we had Sport Abend!! We got to go play volleyball with the ward and they were good and invited a few non-members! Cool! We will try to do that every Friday! Especially because it's a really good stress reliever for me! 

Samstag: We helped Lucy paint her apartment with the elders! That was really fun and I'm so excited for Lucy to move in! Then, we finished our weekly planning! 

Sonntag: Church! The most peaceful part of the week! The Meckels came....on their own...with their own car!!! This, people, is a milestone for this family. Not the whole family was there...but we'll take what we can get!! Then...off to pick up the Hohenstein Sisters and then to Berlin...in the dark...and the rain...on the Autobahn (yes, I drove on the Autobahn. But I can't go over 130km/h). It was an adventure to say the least. Our car has no cruise control and traffic makes me want to take the back roads. By the way...driving IN Berlin is like driving in New York, but worse cause its Europe. Checking that one off my bucket list! Then...we got to the church. The whole mission was there...which meant I got to see Sister Medley:) It's feels like an eternity since I've seen her! Then, all the missionaries orderly lined up in the gym so Elder Ballard could shake all of our hands. Which he did. I haven't washed it since...Just kidding. Then we heard from a couple members of the 70 and then Elder Ballard. He was awesome!! He is so funny and he sounds like Grandpa Stewart. I about cried when I heard him talk. He's got that cute Grandpa Stewart country accent. This night was exactly what I needed. He challenged us to talk to 10 extra people a day. Not including when we are finding. Just to talk to them and invite them to meet with us. I need to do that. It's terrifying! But I need to do it. It comes from an Apostle!! I also got the feeling I need to be more bold. He told us that like 5 times. OK!! I get it! Thank you!! But yeah...I'll also be working on that! 

So today...we got up, and I drove us the 3 hours back...and now we are emailing. So. I'm tired, hungry, and emotionally drained. I cried when Elder Ballard left. The feeling he brought was amazing and I didn't want him to go! Well, I need to go. We've got another busy week ahead, and I'm sure it's going to get busier. Life is too fast paced sometimes....I wish I could just take the back roads and not have them be closed. 

Now off to Sch. Heiland to get a referral:) wish us luck! Love you!! 

Seeing Sister Medley 
Car ride to Berlin

One day this week I definitely wore my Nike sock...#avoidingwearingtightsatallcosts 
 Burger King...best burger in a while!
Guest singers added into our band...#zoneleaders 

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

Monday November 9, 2015 Gera, Germany

Hallo!! I'm sorry to hear that it is so cold at home. We must have switched air! It's been a nice 60-70 degree's here this week. Not even a need for a jacket! 
 
Well, let's see if I can even remember what we did this week. It seems like a dream normally. Speaking of dreams, every time I dream of me being at home...it's in our old house. I have never once had a dream where we were in our new house. And also, I had a dream this week that a friend called me at like 10 at night to hang out and I knew that I only had 2 hours so I asked you permission, and promised that I’d be home at 12 and then you said no and made me make a scripture calendar for school. (Half missionary mode and half school, kind of funny.) 
 
Anyway...my week! 
Montag: We had a wonderful P-day and then went to an appointment with Claudia. We had done really well and stayed in contact with her this day and she said that she might not be there on time but that she'd be there 30 minutes later. So we went with Lucy. Claudia wasn't home. We called. No answer. So, we had FHE with Lucy:) she showed us where her new apartment will be! We are SO excited for her! 
 
Dienstag: We met with Frau Dhillion and last week she asked us to talk about something from our church. SO...natürlich (naturally) we picked the temple! We had a really good lesson on the temple and then Sister Bills had the inspiration to talk about family history. Sister Bills had previously been with a companion that is in charge of teaching us how to do family history and the importance of it etc. So she knows a lot and has a very strong testimony of it. We both bore testimony of family history and showed Frau Dhillion a "my family" packet. (which we had already given her like 3 months ago) and she was SOO excited! I have NEVER seen Frau Dhillion so excited! She wants to do some family history next time we meet and is so excited to learn some things about her mom because her mom died when she was younger. Then, after the good lesson, we taught her 13 year old daughter English! She's only 13 and can have a normal conversation in English. German school...I swear. Then...Gemeinde Abend! That was fun! We brought a few things with us to put in some Christmas kits for little kids in really poor countries so that they can have a Christmas too. We were at Schwester Dörlitz's house and so we sung a few songs and then ate Abend Brot. I broke my own rule this night and asked what kind of meat I was eating. Schwester Sorge says, "blood sausage."  Me, "blood sausage? So it's all blood?" Schwester Sorge, "No, that's meat, that's meat and that's meat (as she's pointing to the little pieces of meat on my slice of "meat")" Me, "so the rest is blood?" Schwester Sorge, "yeah, but it's cooked!" HA! Like that makes it any different! It actually didn't taste so bad...just don't ever ask what the meat is. Then, we had Gemi-co with Bruder Krause! He's an awesome GML (ward mission leader) and he's going to help Sister Bills and I plan an activity for the 10 and 11 year old girls in our ward because I had an idea:) 
 
Mittwoch: Distrikt meeting. And we were allowed to have district lunch! Fun!! We then delivered a couple of thank you cards to people!  Then, came home and met with Nele! Schwester Meckel is sick and so we couldn't meet with the whole family this week. But we met with Nele, talked about Joseph Smith and God! She is awesome and will pray out loud with us now, without complaining! We also tried to have another appointment with Claudia. We went with Lucy there and the same thing happened, except for Claudia sent us a text saying sorry and that it wouldn't work out for the rest of this week! I believe that she has an internship and is super busy. We've been trying really hard to stay in contact with her though. It's hard...especially when she doesn't text us back. 
 
Donnerstag: We went to help Lucy pick out a sink for her kitchen. The night before we had helped her pick out some hair color so she could dye her hair. She did it that morning and called us in a panic because her hair looked like a fire truck! Not funny (but kind of;) but, she went and bought brown dye and dyed it over it and it was totally fixed, and it didn't look bad! But to make her day even worse...the place didn't have any kitchen stuff and she can't really afford to go anywhere else. She had kind of a crappy day. So, we went and got large pieces of pizza and then stacked the boxes on my head (see attached video). After that we went and helped Schwester Sorge in the garden with the elders! We raked leaves and pulled weeds. Then, ate potato soup. I love service! Then, the day was over...weird.
 
Freitag: We went and did some finding...which was weird. I haven't done that in a long time. Then off to Schwester Dörlitz! We had eggs, spinach, and potatoes. I guess it's a pretty regular meal here. Then...she gave us a whole bowl of black current berries. I'm already not a fan of any berry besides strawberry and raspberry...and this just made it worse. They were SO bitter! Sister Bills and I ended up just swallowing them whole and chugging them down with our drink! After Schwester Dörlitz, we went and helped Schwester Riemann pack some more glasses and wrapped them in newspaper. The newspapers here are interesting and there are many that have straight up porn on them. They just put all the newspapers into people’s mail boxes, so they don't buy them...anyway interesting. Then, we met with Aja! We introduced Personal Progress to her and she seems pretty excited about it! We actually found a Personal Progress book in our apartment, so we were able to give it to her! Small little miracles like that...Heavenly Father sure does know how to do his work! Then…weekly planning!! (my favorite part of the week....)
 
Samstag: We got to go help Lucy pick her paint for her new apartment! That is totally my realm! We went into this place that looked and smelled like Home Depot! Heavenly! We got to pick paint swatches, hold them under the different lights...ahhh...it was a good few minutes! We helped Lucy choose a color and we all settled for a coral (more red though) then, we went to her new apartment!!!!!!!!!!! :D it's so cute and bright and happy! The Spirit is already so much stronger than in her old one! She's excited and we are excited for her! We had a lesson on her floor while eating potato cake:) Lucy is wonderful! We from there made our way home, packed up and made our way to Leipzig for Stake Conference! We stayed there overnight with the Sister Training leaders. The conference was really good. There was an area 70 there and everyone talked a lot about reading scriptures as a family every day. He told a story about his wife and how she always wanted to start reading as a family, but he would make up excuses. Too tired, kids are too young, too busy, stressful day...etc. Til finally, one day, his wife was all excited about the new picture Books of Mormon that they got and asked if they could read scriptures that day. He made up another excuse and she said "Honey, if the Melchizedek Priesthood can't run this household, then the Relief Society will." And from that day on they have read scriptures every day:) It's important, and I'm proud that you do it! 
 
Sonntag: Wow...Sunday was cool! We had to travel to this cultural hall place because the church is too small for the whole stake. We got there and there were SO many people there! Like 600! That’s the most members I've seen all together since the MTC! It was really fun because I got to see lots of people from Halle! They actually remembered me! Cool! The best thing though was, that Lucy was asked to give her testimony in Stake Conference! She did SO SO good! It was perfect and totally from the Spirit! I wonder at her every day! She is so strong and I wish that I could be as strong as she is. Then, we came home. Sister Bills wasn't feeling to good, coughing and lost her voice. So we finished our weekly planning and studied. Heavenly Father closed the week with a beautiful sunset that didn't look as good on camera so I didn't take a picture. 
 
I've been thinking a lot about service this week. We did kind of a lot of it. To be honest, I have a hard time having the desire to do some parts of missionary work. It's very against my natural self. Sister Medley really helped me with that, because she was SO motivated all the time, to do everything! She was a really good example to me and was really great at helping me be motivated. Now that she's gone, I'm having to do it by myself and it's proving to be a little hard. However, I was talking to our district leader and asked him what he keeps as his motivation. He said, that he has a vision. He has a vision of this ward having their friends and family sitting by them in Sacrament meeting, taking of the Sacrament, and receiving the blessings that this Gospel has. That is his whole motivation. He has a vision. I’ve never had a vision. Not like that. Not for a specific area or anything. I thought it was so cool! It's a goal that you can actually see, you can play it like a movie in your mind. The way that we and the Elders have been trying to get the ward involved in our work is by doing service. The Elders have about 4 or 5 service projects a week and don't even wear missionary clothes like 2 days a week because they are so busy with service! I’m thinking about our tactic as the Ammon Project. You know, Ammon from the Book of Mormon? He went to the Lamanites and they captured him. He asked the King if he could be his servant. The king said yes, and later the king was so astounded by his faith and example that he asked questions. All Ammon did was serve and was a good example. That...is our goal. I've noticed that the hearts of the Germans are a little...hard. But one way that I've found that softens them is when we serve them. Schwester Sorge is really good at having us invite all of her garden neighbor friends to eat with us. The garden neighbors know us and talk to us every time we are over there. They ask us where we are from, they ask questions about our lives and because we LIVE the gospel it is our LIFE. With every service opportunity we have, we have the opportunity to share the Gospel. Even in Utah we can look for examples to share what we believe. I remember some kid in Jr. High was talking bad about tithing. I may have been a little sassy and told him that he had the percentage wrong and that it was actually only 10% but then I bore my testimony right after. Not a big deal. There are always opportunities. Look for ways to serve. In your family, in your school, with the ward, friends. Everyone! Do it! 
 
I love you all so so much and I'm glad that you did so much to serve me and that you still do, so much! Love you!! 

Liebe, Sister St. John 
 Us and Aja (at the top)
 Garden work on a sunny day.
 Blood wurst...the one that's really red with the pieces of actual meat in there.
 The district at our neighborhood skate park next door to the church.
 A krapfen...it was like the best thing ever!

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Monday November 2, 2015 Gera, Germany

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Monday October 26, 2015 Gera, Germany

Well...the big news is here...Sister Medley is leaving :( She is going all the way over to the West. I've been in denial since Saturday. To say the least...we had a good long run! But that makes it even harder because now I have to say goodbye to a best friend! I hate loving people. I always have to say goodbye. I am, however, glad that I get to stay here in Gera and show a new sister around! Sister Bills is coming from Berlin and I'm excited to show her a smaller town. The ward here is really good and I think she is going to love it! 

A couple highlights of this week because I don't have time.... 

Interviews: we had interviews with President. That was really fun because he came to our distrikt meeting and taught us and showed us some miracles that have happened in the mission! Lots of kids inviting lots of friends and our mission is doing really well! In my interview I asked President what I could do to make these last 4 transfers the best transfers of my mission. He gave me the advice of "forget yourself and go to work." He also said, “Speak German all the time. Not only from 9 to 9. ALL THE TIME!!!” What the heck?! But hey...It’s coming from President! I'm going to do my best to do it. The last thing he said was to keep working well with the ward. Good thing that’s my favorite part of missionary work! I can do that! 

Claudia: Well, Claudia is doing awesome! We taught her the law of chastity. She lives with her boyfriend...(always a problem here) but she says that she will keep it. We also took her to the temple with Lucy. On the way there Lucy was talking about one of her friends at school that told her she was crazy for keeping the law of chastity. Claudia jumped right in and bore her testimony about how she knows that it’s right and that it's not that hard! The temple was awesome and a little more done this time! Claudia said that she wants to get married there and also that she has a stronger desire to get baptized! YES!!!! I love the Spirit and how it works on people! She is SO prepared!! 

These past few days have been really sad! Elder Thompson leaves also! Sister Medley and I have served 6 months with him. Change is hard! Really hard! But I’ve come to realize that Heavenly Father is in charge! He knows...He knows how we feel, he knows what we want, and what we don’t want. And most of all, he knows what’s best! 

I have to take over this area. Drive the car...(haven't done that in over a year) remember the phone every day. Remember to call people. Know how to get everywhere. I'm stressed. I'm not a very in charge person. To say the least I'm feeling pretty inadequate...But you know, maybe I need that so that I can learn to rely on my Heavenly Father! 

I love you all! Sorry for the lame email...transfers...and I'm trying to make it easier for Colten to live up to the emails;) 

Liebe Grüße, Sister St. John 

*From Mom...Cassidy's dad asked her a few good questions this week. Here are her replies...*

Well! To answers some of your questions...
 
I feel like my perspective on life has changed s lot. Things that were really important before my mission aren't very important now. And things that were kind of important are really important now. Example... Family, and planning, scripture memorization, being 100% obedient. Just living the gospel is so much more important to me than it was before. Also...I shave my armpits on a regular basis, it's just the legs that I struggle with;) 

On a daily basis I speak German about 80% of the time! From 9-9 we speak German! I'm to a point now where I can communicate comfortably in German. So people don't HAVE to speak English to me. But Lucy for example only speaks English to us because she likes English better than German! But here in the East people don't know as much English as they do in the West. 
 
Oktoberfest is actually something that only happens in München. So no. We don't hear much about it. We are actually allowed to taste test some of the beers though. They taste pretty interesting! ;) Ha!

I will gladly eat a real bratwurst for you! 
 The distrikt with President!
 Temple trip with Claudia and Lucy!

 Werdau dream team!
 Awe, I'm such a cheeser!
Pray this week that I don't cry too much in front of my new companion. But, I'm excited for this new adventure! Especially the driving the car part!

 

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Monday October 19, 2015 Gera, Germany

Willst Du Eine Schneemann Bauen?! (Do you want to build a snowman?)

Hallo!! Fall break! Sounds like it was a lot of fun! That was always one of my favorite breaks! Mostly because I had time to go out and take pictures. And Penny! I want to meet her so bad!! And, James and Sadie have another boy? I knew that she was pregnant, just not that she had him yet. That’s so exciting! 

I decided as I was reading my last week’s email...that I'm SO boring. And also not just boring, but the things I write don't really portray how I feel about the work, or how much I've really changed here. But I decided that I need to write better emails! I've been getting lazy. And not just with my emails. But with everything else too. It’s just a routine now, but it needs not to be! 

So, here we go! Hopefully this email will be better! Also, I hope that my friends excuse me for not writing them as much, because with a good email comes time!;) 

Montag: We got to cook Klöße and Rotkohl! It was SO fun! It was with my favorite (even though you shouldn't have favorites) couple! Urlich and Astrid (like from How to Train Your Dragon!) Kosak! They are SO nice and SO funny! Dad and Bruder Kosak would get along very well... if only they could communicate with one another! But yes, I took lots of pictures and wrote down the recipe. I can make it when I get home. That will be fun to do for a FHE or something! 

Dienstag: I'm not going to lie...Dienstag is always the hardest for me. I let myself think a lot about home on Monday because if I don't then it comes out all during the week and that’s a mess. So, getting refocused on Dienstag is always the hardest. Plus it’s like our Monday as missionaries. Na ja, We did some finding...I was not in a good mood, and it was cold. Someone told us that the wind was being blown in from Siberia and I believed them. It was SOO cold! I complained a lot actually and was just not happy. Then we came back and ate. Then, we went to Frau Dhillions house. Her house smells like bunny. Kind of really gross. She also gave us food (the problem is that it’s REALLY rude to say no when they offer you something). Then, we did a little bit more finding. We were actually going to try to go over to the Meckels, but they didn't have time. Then...we went to Gemeinde abend. Then to Gemi-co. Then, we walked home in the dark. Also not my favorite. It gets dark way early! And the 27th we have daylight savings time! Awful! 

Mittwoch: We were just done with Morgen Sport (which for me consists of at least 40 pushups, and either arms, abs, or legs. This day it was abs. Probably just did some sit-ups or something. Not like that does much for me. I kind of miss the gym...na, ja! Moving on...) but we looked at the window as it started getting lighter and guess what? (You will never guess) There was SNOW!!! Like real snow! And it was still snowing! There were like 2 inches!! What the heck?! It’s only the middle of Oktober! Awful! So...we got dressed for the occasion. Luckily I had just bought some really thick tights and the biggest, warmest scarf there ever was! So I was prepared!  We then took a bus to Werdau, while the soundtrack from Frozen was playing through my mind in German. The Sisters were stuck in Zwickau because their train fell out. We tried to go pick them up with the car, but the police were sending everyone back because there were trees fallen all over the road. So we waited and started late. Had District meeting. Then tried to go back home so I could grab all my clothes and stuff so that I could go on exchanges to Chemnitz! But...all the trains back to Gera were falling out. SO, we decided to go with the Sisters back to their apartment and do some studies. We also ate some food. I made kind of an open sandwich thing and I had mayo for the first time in a long time. It was better than I remember it being! Then, we went to Chemnitz! I was with sister Toma for tausch! She goes home in like 2 weeks! Weird! We went and taught English class and then did choir practice. I haven't done that in a while! 

Donnerstag: Well, Chemnitz is not the prettiest city of them all. It’s also called the Carl Marks stadt. He was a big communist influencer and there’s a statue of his head there. Anyways...we taught one of their investigators who is going to be baptized next week! We also taught a less active and we got to share my favorite video because she hasn't seen it yet! Then, we took a train back to Gera. Because I didn't have any stuff with me I had no makeup on. So we went back, I changed my clothes that I had been wearing in the snow for 2 days straight! Oh! And while in Chemnitz, I lost the bottom thing of my boot heal. I bought these boots last winter...so I guess it’s about time they break. But they are still wearable. Sister M thought it was funny because I had already glued it on before! Then we literally ran (well I ran, Sister M fast walked) to Hauptbahnhof and we caught a train with Lucy to go to institute! We learned about Jehovah and Jesus that they were the same person and why it was important to know that. You know, every time I go to Institute…I just realize that I don’t know ANYTHING!! I have SO much more to learn! When I get back I'll be really excited to go to Institute! We got home late and I was very very tired. 

Freitag: Did some weekly planning after studies (by the way, the snow was melted by now, but it was still cold) then we went and ate lunch with Schwester Dörlitz. That’s always fun! She likes it when we sing songs, so we sang and had a spiritual thought afterwards. Then, we visited Schwester Kretchmar. She is 83 and still is just all go go go! She came back from a trip to Hamburg! Which is all the way across the country! Gees! So she told us all about that and showed us some more old pictures. I would LOVE to go to Hamburg someday! Then, we went over to the Meckels. Had a lesson with Aja and Fynnlay. Fynnlay won’t be baptized until November. His mom didn't want it so soon. It's complicated with this family. They make me exercise my patience sometimes. But they also have my heart! 

Samstag: We studied, then helped Schwester Brome and her husband move. Moving in Germany...if I could teach people one thing...just one thing on my mission, I wish I could teach them how to organize a move. But, it worked out ok! The Elders helped out, and the Jena Elders came and helped too. That was good because the Jena Elders are pretty tall and sporty and could lift all the heavy stuff! So we did that and it was actually really fun. Putting things into the elevator, into the truck, drive the truck, stuff out of the truck, up the stairs, into the elevator, into the apartment. Lots of work! And then we taught Sandy. I would have been terrified to talk to him on the street! (Luckily another investigator referred us to him!)  I’ll get a picture of him sometime. He looks pretty scary. But those are the people who really need the gospel! Then, we taught Lucy! We watched a video about the current bush and the gardener. How God cuts us down because he knows our potential. I feel like that current bush sometimes...being so cut down that I ask God why. Why would you do that to me? And God answers back every time... "I’m the gardener here, and you are supposed to be something greater." God loves us, and he knows what we need to be, and so he cuts us down. We have trials. It’s part of life. He's the gardener, trust in him!

Sonntag: Church! I managed to quietly handle Fynnlay today during church. Then we ate with the Bishoprich and ate the normal, meat (they got me all excited and said it was red meat! but, it was actually red pork meat. Whatever, meat all the same!) Klöße, and Rotkohl! Then, we drove an hour to an appointment with a lady that we found in June! She cried on the street when we talked to her and wanted us to come over. She lives in a tiny town that was so cute! With perfect little German houses! Ah! She let us in, fed us (of course) and then told a very very very sad story about how her husband died. I cried through the whole thing. However, she had looked our church up on the internet and had read a little in the Book Of Mormon. We got to talk about the blessings of the temple and about the plan of salvation. Bearing my testimony about these two things are my favorite! Sadly, she is very very Lutheran. But she invited us back next month. 

You know, Sometimes I’m just exhausted. Just tired, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. And sometimes I wonder why. Because from day to day, I feel like I do hardly anything. Like I don't help anyone. But then...I just have to remember my favorite scripture. Alma 37:6-7. “Through small and simple things are great things come to pass” I maybe like this scripture because I'm small...but it’s true. Every little thing that we do in life will add up to something great! I was reading my patriarchal blessing this week (I try to do it every week) and I noticed that it said that I wanted to come down to this earth! Why in the world would I WANT this life?! Like was I crazy? Did I know what was down here?! Actually, yes. I did. I knew exactly what I was in for. And I knew that It was worth it. It IS worth it! I testify of it! I know it! What we have after this life is beyond comprehension! I know that it’s true! 

I hope that you have a great week! Wish me luck here! Hopefully Germany doesn't become too cold like Siberia! Love you all! 

Alles Liebe, Sister St. John

 A cool bridge that is actually pretty normal here.
Tausch with Sister Toma.
All bundled up with Sister Sibley! She's in our district.
Sister Sibley and me on a train.

Sister Medley and me. And my big scarf...don't judge. People wear them here!
The sign says, "Welcome to the longest train platform in Germany." We have to RUN it to catch trains!

Happy birthday Dad & River (I promise I didn't forget, Dad!)